Guilt / by Jeffrey Lo

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GUILT BY JEFFREY LO (DOWNLOAD PDF HERE)

Lights rise on asleep AARON in a hospital bed.

GEMMA sits next to him.

After a few moments, AARON wakes.

 

AARON: Gem…

GEMMA: Hey.

 

Brief silence.

 

GEMMA: How are you feeling.

AARON: Um. Like shit. To be honest.

GEMMA: I can imagine.

AARON: Yeah. Suicide will do that to you. Attempted suicide.

GEMMA: Right…

AARON: I’ll be fine though. So they say.

 

Silence.

 

AARON: Um. Can I ask you a question?

GEMMA: What?

AARON: Why are you here?

GEMMA: Why am I - ?

AARON: You left me.

GEMMA: You tried to kill yourself.

AARON: But you left me.

GEMMA: But you’re still someone I know.

AARON: So for every person you know that tries to commit suicide, you’ll rush to the hospital?

GEMMA: If I know about it, I’d think so – yes.

 

Pause.

 

AARON: Not cause I’m special?

GEMMA: Really? Is this the time?

AARON: Fine… Fine…

 

Pause.

 

GEMMA: Can I ask you a question?

AARON: Yeah.

GEMMA: Why did you do it?

AARON: Why did I try to do it?

GEMMA: Yeah. Sure. Fine.

AARON: Isn’t it obvious?

 

Pause.

 

GEMMA: Figures.

AARON: What?

GEMMA: It figures you would do this.

AARON: You asked a question and I answered honestly. What more do you want from me?

GEMMA: I want you to… I want you to not be such a fucking idiot.

AARON: Ouch. Harsh.

GEMMA: Harsh? LOOK AT YOURSELF.

AARON: Whatever.

GEMMA: Yeah, whatever.

 

A nurse walks by the door to checks in after hearing the loud voices.

 

GEMMA: I better go.

AARON: Yeah. You better go.

 

GEMMA packs her things up and begins to exit.

She stops at the door.

 

GEMMA: You cannot blame this on me. You made a choice. And regardless of whether or not it was a smart one – you will not put this on me. I will feel no guilt for the choices you make.

 

GEMMA exits.
AARON sits in his bed.

The sound of hospital beeping.

Lights fade.

 

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