Step One to Goodbye / by Jeffrey Lo

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STEP ONE TO GOODBYE BY JEFFREY LO (DOWNLOAD PDF HERE)

ANABEL and GRACE sitting at the kitchen table.

GRACE watches ANABEL stare at the envelope on the table.

Silence. 

GRACE: Anabel.

No response.

 GRACE: Anak.

ANABEL: Huh?

GRACE: Are you going to open it?

ANABEL: Of course…

GRACE: Ok.

ANABEL: Eventually…

GRACE: What are you waiting for?

ANABEL: I’m scared.

GRACE: Why?

ANABEL: What do you mean, why?

GRACE: Whether you open it now, or open it later, what’s written inside is going to be the same.

ANABEL: Mom, now is not the time for logic.

GRACE: But Anabel, I’m serious –

ANABEL: Seriously, please give me a minute. Please.

GRACE: Ok… Ok… 

ANABEL takes a breath.

Silence. 

GRACE: Kasi, I want to know too, you know.

ANABEL: Ma!

GRACE: Ano!?

ANABEL: Please!

GRACE: Please what?

ANABEL: You are not saying the right things.

GRACE: What do you want me to say?

ANABEL: Do you know how scary this is for me?

GRACE: Tell me.

ANABEL: What?

GRACE: Tell me how scary it is for you.

ANABEL: I just… You say it yourself, all the time, everything you do in life is so I can get a good education and a good life and… so this is for you too not just me. And I don’t want to let you down…

GRACE: Anabel…

ANABEL: I know, I know, you won’t let me down Anabel.

GRACE: Oh no, if you don’t get in, I will be very let down.

ANABEL: MA!

GRACE: What? It’s true! Everything I do in life is just so you can go to a good school and lead a good li –

ANABEL: Thank you mom, we’ve been over this.

GRACE: BUT - …

GRACE doesn’t finish her sentence till she has her daughter’s full attention.

ANABEL: BUT what?

GRACE: But if you don’t get in… it won’t be the end of the world. Ok?

ANABEL looks at her mom.

ANABEL takes a deep breath.

ANABEL opens the envelope.

ANABEL looks at GRACE.

ANABEL: … I got in.

GRACE: You got in?

GRACE and ANABEL, crying at this point, hug each other

ANABEL: I got in...

END OF PLAY.